Friday, February 5, 2016

I'm back!



You know what, it's been almost 3 years since I made a post in my page. back then I was in my freshmen year in Electrical Engineering at University of Southeastern Philippines. Now that I am on my 4th year, a lot of things had already happened. 3 years is long enough for material experiences, acquaintances and all forms of hardships as a teenager and a college student. I had my equal share of being tested and failed on some occasions. Most of my time I delved into studying in order to retain my scholarship at DOST, which is a very big thing for me. My scholarship was one of the reasons why I remained in the program, even though I had my doubts and thoughts of giving up. The bigger portion of it was because of my parents whom I love so much. And the One Who holds it all is God, the very reason of my existence in this not-so-homey world.

Infamous and a no-brainer, I know my picture juxtaposed to societal standards. I am not one of those cool kids having cool life. I am self-vindicated. I know I'm not perfect, not even close. The very reason why I am in this unique set up of my life is yet to be known, Nevertheless, I continue to pursue this life with whatever I am given with. I don't have much,

My story is not about being poor or whatever, I just want to show that even though life is not fair (not fair because we tend to pin our life in superficial norms), we can still continue to coexist with the spices and praxis of this world. It is not required of us to make even with unevenness. And that is just one of many ways we can count on our lives, not on anything else.